apakah aku berada di mars atau mereka mengundang orang mars?

pergi ke rak sastra di gramedia. apa yang kau jumpai di sana? novel, puisi, novel, cerpen, puisi. kalau inilah ‘sastra indonesia’, rasanya tiga rak memang sudah cukup. hahaha. bagaimana dengan lirik lagu? catatan perjalanan? esei yang bukan tentang pramoedya? resensi film? ‘walau kamu / tak semancung / gunung-gunung / di belahan bumi pertiwi / uuuContinue reading “apakah aku berada di mars atau mereka mengundang orang mars?”

copyleft*

seperti ini misalnya: Monday, July 02, 2007 memulung Interesting Times Last updated less than one minute ago —>learnedly and single-handedly transforming the map of Anglo-American poetry Make me popular! is a leitmotif “Till death do us part.” Total bullshit. “We’ll be together forever.” Fuck you! Bungaaaa is in your overextended network ’nuair dh’ēireas mi’s tuContinue reading “copyleft*”

north of batavia, south of heaven

i saw a lot of death. start at the coffee stall that sold breakfast of dark brown broth in a pan chicken necks yellow tumeric-y skeletons of fish all over rice. only the rice was alive steaming like the garbage dump next to us. the men ate quickly “drink! give me drink!” a man inContinue reading “north of batavia, south of heaven”

Going for a Jog in Menteng: One Morning

Toeti Heraty     Ah, morning jogs in in the city no need for a map, won’t do me any good— they’ve changed the names of the streets again. they’ll soon run out of names of war heroes streets and alleys, the veins of the city messages and promises that never go anywhere, aortas passingContinue reading “Going for a Jog in Menteng: One Morning”

Song for a Good-Hearted Woman Before Her Fiftieth Birthday

Toeti Heraty   A motel in Kampung Bali a little upmarket, the sign says “Wisma” a woman nearly fifty, waiting for his lover inside a room, three-thousand rupiah a night. Stuffy. The ceiling fan’s broken again grey mold inside the bathtub, but the water is clean. Yellow plastic ladle, blue bedsheet, grimes on the wallContinue reading “Song for a Good-Hearted Woman Before Her Fiftieth Birthday”

there’s a hole in the sky and it keeps getting bigger

it’s like this: outside ak.sa.ra. drizzle pavement a family of seasonal scavengers lebaran aqua glasses a balita girl in a peasant dress a conduit for the electricity of the earth a brown plastic makeshift roof the cart the traffic a sick-looking grey tree the storm

Ideas for Life

i stop. break the soft stem of the red flowers hanging over the toll road fence. red looks good on grey. i drink the juice that drips from the petals. my hand grey from the dust around the stem. i move on. gondoks grow like gothic ruffles on the swamp. children fish with thin bambooContinue reading “Ideas for Life”