Tentu aku ingin menulis entah bagaimana tapi tentu aku tahu sebenarnya kenapa

—terdampar lagi di kamar iniwallpaper motif trellismengelupas di sana sinidua lampu sorottepat di atas kepalalubang angin berbentuk hatilayang layang tanpa ekordi langit sana —langit di sini selalu biruPantone 292 —bukan misteri jugasebenarnya seandainyaaku bisa mencegah menciumnyadi pojok bar gelapdan seminggu kemudianbilang ya sajawaktu dia menuntutkita tidak bisa begini terus    kan gila —tapi memangsekali layang layangContinue reading “Tentu aku ingin menulis entah bagaimana tapi tentu aku tahu sebenarnya kenapa”

—at the sentence level

u tried to hit me in the balls and missed i called u a dog becoz i felt like one she secretly hoped at least one of her pupils would put in death be not proud in their anthologies of life-changing poems of my life and no one did and she wondered if then there’sContinue reading “—at the sentence level”

boxing against shadows

what do you do when you can’t think outside the box? do you set up a b&b inside and serve yrself breakfasts of cold bacon strips and crumbly hash browns all day? do you dig invisible tunnels into the center of the earth where box or no box people melt like arby’s cheese into somethingContinue reading “boxing against shadows”