when you start to get not an idea, but this feeling of, i know i’m feeling anxious because i’m going to write something in the next week or month, i don’t know when, but i’m going to write something, i can feel it, but i don’t know what it is yet, and there’s nothing iContinue reading “strike”
it’s not like i like writing poetry. it’s not like i can. but what else have i got over you? not even that. you’re more poetic than i’ll ever be. you’ve experienced more of this hell on earth than i. you have visited 110% of the countries in the world! your map is made upContinue reading “nanophone daze”
this is gonna be more abstract than the usual. it’s gonna be about feelings. or maybe it won’t be, more abstract or about feelings. see if i actually know what i really want. i had just finished watching nip/tuck, season 4. it took me a whole weekend. it ended with a lip-synced medley by theContinue reading “Honesty is like a title”
still can’t believe lorrie moore said she’d never read holiday_sendiri. liar.
hellohurt if i stare at the computer screen for a very, very long time say, all night would your name suddenly pop up in the morning and suppose it does would a simple “hello” hurt? posted by holiday_sendiri @ 2/26/2007 05:43:00 AM 4 comments baiklah, aku akan mulai dengan ini saja dulu hols. mungkin karenaContinue reading “yohurt”
dia ingin sedih seperti lorrie. tetap menebar canda dan membuat orang lain tertawa terpingkal-pingkal biar sebuah pemakaman sedang berlangsung di dadanya. you’re funny. aren’t i just. sambil mengerlingkan mata dan menuangkan lagi sesekop tanah ke atas peti yang mengkilat di bawah. tapi dia, dia hanya menggantungkan satu lagi t-shirt hitam basah di ujung-ujung bulu matanyaContinue reading “kepal terbang”