general stuw peed*

tanda pangkat di bahu jendral itu sudah lama tidak disetrikakerut-kerut menyaingi cakar ayam di sudut-sudut matanya diam-diam si jendral suka menulis puisi. segepok telah ditulisnya,di sela-sela menulis skenario kamera ria, ‘produksi indonesia menunjang sistem senjata armada terpadu’, bualnya, tanpa pernah percaya di lautan pun panser bisa berjaya semua ia simpan rapi di bawah kasur, diContinue reading “general stuw peed*”

grave design

terakhir kali aku mengunjungimu o nenekku yang sudah kulupakan bau gendong batikmu aku masih punya ide-ide idealis tentang bagaimana kuburan seharusnya tentang nisan bertatahkan kata-kata mutiara yang dijiplak dari oscar wilde atau paling tidak, keats; sesuatu yang membuat orang tertawa sekaligus berkerut dahinya tapi sekarang o nenekku yang sudah kulupakan bau gendong batikmu aku hanyaContinue reading “grave design”

masalah kehidupan yang dapat anda atasi sendiri

youve got nothin. so u want everythin. badly. things are made of glass, cut yr hands when u try to hold on. even if that. but please. who would give a flyin fuck. if u put everythin into each word as though the elision of a letter a syllable a word wd fit thick leatherContinue reading “masalah kehidupan yang dapat anda atasi sendiri”

not for the faint hearted cat fancy aquarist

in der friedhof der namenlosen i buried a cat a tricolored three striped freak nebelung it had jumped off a green steel draw bridge into the danube in the superfine morning of another old european civilization going to the dogs it had seen gesundheit! an angelfish swimming just under the surface

Announcement 3, point 5: Herr Johani, er ist tot

“Please collect the coffin containing: his body, a withered single rose placed carefully under his hands neatly cupped above the first button of his death-suit by his daughter and a Penguin copy of Pope’s Iliad that he never got to finish, though he kept saying he’d put it on the bedside table so he couldContinue reading “Announcement 3, point 5: Herr Johani, er ist tot”