i forgot i told you that my dad died
how he died
little insignificant details only you knew about
since i told only you
disappointment filled the early night air
but i don’t like your boyfriend from jember
he kept telling me i would love jember
what do i care jember what the fuck
i’m still disappointed now that i disappointed you
you sashayed into the pub
you practically bounced in
and you met me
absent-minded
cold as stoned